I prayed to God for a graceful exit while holding on the enter sign. Confused butterflies with cardiac arrest I walk willing into heart break. How do you hope this goes somewhere when you know it will not, yet you believe it will. I’ve crossed deserts while you crossed the street. I’m tired emotionally and physically. I used to look at the sky and was fed by the sun now I only crave the moon. Tonight, I’m on my knees praying I let go of the enter sign.
Dear Reader,
I know I feel this way today, but will I feel this same way tomorrow? What happens if things work out? What happens if they don’t? Choosing oneself is the most important part of being happy, don’t lose yourself in search of finding someone else.